"after that day, we become seekers."

the sun glints through the pines and the heart is pierced in a moment of beauty and strange pain, like a memory of paradise. 

after that day, we become seekers. 

// peter matthiessen // 

it amazes me how one moment 
in the depths of a month no one cared to take note of
could change the ellipse in which time previously treaded. 
it still amazes me how one little moment
conjured the power to set this little world on fire. 
from that point onward, we plotted a path of stars to pursue. 
someday, we won't simply be seekers, sifting for that one moment in this great wide somewhere. 
oh, no, darling, we'll be finders. 
xx 

pensacola christian academy {a beka} graduation 2014

|| right: mr. smith 12th grade economics teacher!!! // left: via lauren || 

|| photo credit betty neckar via Facebook || 





|| video teachers: mr. mcbride {Bible doctrine, history}, mr. ridgley {chemistry}, mr. zila {american government}, miss autrey {speech}. I also had the opportunity to meet, mr. birx {Bible doctrine}, mr. howe {math}, miss stancel {science, biology}, mrs. thompson {english}; and saw, mrs. mclamb {spanish I & II} and mrs. howe {algebra I} || 

this is what happens when over 380 video homeschoolers from all 50 states + all over the globe get together in Pensacola, Florida to graduate. they instantly become paparazzi when a video teacher is sighted. they squeal over seeing the classrooms in which the video lessons were filmed. and they all stand in line to personally shake Mr. McBride's hand. 

I can't even describe how full my heart is after a week of touring Pensacola Christian Academy and Pensacola Christian College, reuniting with family after five years, making new friends, and connecting with future college students. The Lord could definitely be seen working throughout my visit to the PCC campus including: connecting me to amazing people and future PCC students, keeping a torrential thunder storm at bay, and giving me peace in my decision to move to a college across the country. in such a short amount of time, i have learned so much: that college life is daunting but exciting and whatever you may believe, you are never ever alone. as an A Beka homeschooler {K-12th grade}, it was absolutely incredible to be able to meet the teachers who have had such an impact on my life as well as fellow classmates who have been through the same rigorous curriculum.  

congratulations, class of 2014!

to say the least, I can't wait for college. :)
to you homeschoolers, what homeschool program{s} do/did you use? 
xx 

ask moi.

>> instas from march & april || silence day calls for tally marks, sonic screwdrivers, TARDIS blue dresses and - wait, what was I saying again?! || it's official: my neighbor hosts the best parties 
[french macrons, capris salad tarts, and hedge hog doughnut holes, - need i say more?] || breezy spring walks in dappled sunshine || coffee con mon amee at the amsterdam cafe || slipping back into practicing after a year and a half || petite white roses that are no longer || pink lemonade w/frozen berries || letters from her || late march entries || 

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1. What is you middle name? 
2. How old are you? 
3. What is your birthday? 
4. What is your favorite color? 
5. Do you have any pets? 
6. Where are you from? 
7. How tall are you? 
8. What shoe size are you? 
9. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 
10. What was your last dream about? 
11. What talents do you have? 
12. Favorite song? 
13. Favorite movie? 
14. Who would be your ideal partner? 
15. Do you want children? 
16. Do you want a church wedding? 
17. Are you religious? 
18. Have you ever been to the hospital? 
19. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? 
20. Have you ever met any celebrities? 
21. Baths or showers? 
22. What color socks are you wearing? 
23. Have you ever been famous? 
24. Would you like to be a big celebrity? 
25. What type of music do you like? 
26. How many pillows do you sleep with? 
27. What position do you usually sleep in? 
28. How big is your house? 
29. What do you typically have for breakfast? 
30. Have you ever fired a gun? 
31. Have you ever tried archery? 
32. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep? 
33. Do you have any scars? 
34. Do you secretly admire someone? {instead of do you have a secret admirer :P}
35. Are you a good liar? 
36. Are you a good judge of character? 
37. Can you do any other accents other than your own? 
38. Do you have a strong accent? 
39. What is your favorite accent? 
40. What is your personality type? 
41. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? 
42. Can you curl your tongue? 
43. Left or right handed? 
44. Are you scared of spiders? 
45. Favorite food? 
46. Favorite foreign food? 
47. Are you a clean or messy person? 
48. Most used phrased? 
49. Most used word? 
50. How long does it take for you to get ready? 
51. Do you have much of an ego? 
52. Do you suck or bite popsicles? 
53. Do you sing/talk to yourself? 
54. Personality type? 
55. Are you a good singer? 
56. Biggest Fear? 
57. Are you a gossip? 
58. Best dramatic movie you've seen? 
59. Do you like long or short hair? 
60. Can you name all 50 states of America? 
61. Favorite school subject? 
62. Extrovert or Introvert? 
63. Have you ever been scuba diving? 
64. What makes you nervous? 
65. Are you scared of the dark? 
66. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? 
67. Are you ticklish? 
68. Have you ever started a rumor? 
69. Have you ever been in a position of authority? 
70.  What color nail polish is your favorite? 
71. What time do you normally wake up? 
72. Who was your first real crush? 
73. Can you roll your R's? 
74. How fast can you type? 
75. How fast can you run? 
76. What color is your hair? 
77. What color is your eyes? 
78. What are you allergic to? 
79. Do you keep a journal? 
80. What do your parents do? 
81. Do you like your age? 
82. What makes you angry? 
83. Do you like your own name? 
84. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? 
85. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? 
86. What are you strengths? 
87. What are your weaknesses? 
88. How did you get your name? 
89. Were your ancestors royalty? 
90. Do you have any scars? 
91. Color of your bedspread? 
92. Color of your room? 
93. Favorite book? 
94: Favorite song? 
95: Do you play an instrument? 
96: What is your worst nightmare? 
97: Favorite movie quote? 
98: Best dessert you ever had? 
99: Who are your heroes? 
100: What is your earliest memory?
101. Do you miss anyone? 
102. What are you looking forward to? 
103. Is there anyone in particular who can always make you smile? 
104. Is it hard for you to get over someone? 
105. What was your life like last year? 
106. Have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? 
107. Who did you last see in person? 
108. Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
109. Are you listening to music right now? 
110. What is something you want right now? 
111. How do you feel right now? 
112. When was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? 
113. personality description. 
114. something you wanted to tell someone but didn't. 
115. opinion on insecurities. 
116. Do you miss how things were a year ago? 
117. Have you ever been to New York? 
118. What is your favorite song at the moment? 
119. description of crush.*
120. fear(s). 
121. What is your height? 
122. Role models? 
123. things you hate. 
124. I'll love you if...
125. favorite films
126. Are you friends mainly with girls or guys? 
127. something you want to learn. 
128. most embarrassing moment.
129. favorite subject. 
130. three dreams you want to fulfill. 
131. What age are you most mistaken for? 
132. what my last text message says. 
133. Where do you want to be right now? 
134. something that's worrying me at the moment.
135. description of my best friend. 
136. why i joined blogger. 
137. ask me anything you want!

if you read all 137 of those questions, then you're awesome. questions/idea snatched from tumblr and idea from this lovely lady.

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xx